Saturday, August 06, 2005
Waiting for Sunday
Waiting for Sunday
Today, I woke up at aorund 1 am. Panic! Panic! Panic! I searched for my phone, and i said 1:08 am Saturday.
Geeze. False alarm.
I went back to bed, and after twitching for sometime, I fell asleep again. In my dream, I gracefully sauntered into Malcolm Hall, feeling pretty good about myself, then I realized I forgot to bring pencils.
Arrgggghh!!!! Nothing is worse than being stuck at home, just waiting for Sunday. I'm trying to start working on my projects but the rents say I have to rest.
Now, I feel guilty about Mutti because we had another stupid fight last night about not recharging my phone battery. As usual, I went melodramatic and said that she cares about my phone more than she does about me.
Plus, Jay and I had our regular Friday fight- this time, it's really petty because it's just about money and I hate fighting over money. I was really vexed yesterday because the review session realy strained and drained me, still he insisted on talking about something which was obviously a bad topic for that time.
Sobrang LMAP.
That's why I was so mean to him yesterday. I really said a lot of mean things (of course, I wouldn't take them back), and I felt doubly guilty when I read the messages in my phone and saw one from him wishing me good luck in the test.
Then,there's that ugly rumor- okay it's not that grave or whatever but it's ust so annoying. Jhek told me just not to pay attention to that, but I am so VEXED.
Darn. I've been saying "vex, vexed and vexations" everyday.
I am so irrational right now.
**no kisses from me this time...**
C h i n i k a n i M i m o s e n u n g b a n d a n g 10:52 AM
