Wednesday, January 31, 2007
good times
i would give anything to get back to our good times. but because i can't, i'll have to make do with the present.thanks so much to my ptosh friends for keeping me sane. thanks yssa for allowing me to take refuge in your unit. thanks treisha for being the mellow roommate. thanks erielle for pushing me not to be so much of a sissy. thans to carlo for being always level-headed. thanks to anjo for providing the past week's nourishment and for being my constant recording partner. thank you jairus for being my number one e.coli buddy and a trustworthy confidante. thank you karen for being a very good listener. thanks justin for hosting the worship. thank you mark for being present and unbelievably wholesome. thanks janica for being my tambay buddy and for cheering me up. thank you jheric for being optimistic for me. thank you jackie for being so nice despite all the nasty jokes. thank you to zizou for being inspirational all the way from NYC. thanks arnel for dropping by and still calling me queen. thanks abychu for being understanding and thoughtful. thank you jay for being my reluctant supporter. thank you lunch crew. thank you everyone. thank you family- mutti,vatti,tito and bender. thank you, whoever is reading this right now- yes i appreciate everyone and everything they've done for me.
we'll go back to the good times soon. i'm sorry if i forgot to thank you specifically, but hey.. thank you. thank you. you keep me sane and hopeful. this too shall pass.
i miss the good times. who doesn't? i'm so sorry if i've been really crappy lately. good night, and thank you.
C h i n i k a n i M i m o s e n u n g b a n d a n g 7:31 PM
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
you are listening to the sound...of oblivion.
hanep sa title. tamang emo kunwari.but hey! i have reason to be emo- i mean death is supposed to be so common, so normal. i really don't want people to feel sorry for me or whatever, but it just kills me when they find out and go, "Oh my... I'm sorry. Everything's gonna be okay."
The worst thing was being ordered to stop crying, to compose myself and do whatever i had to do like clockwork because everything will be okay.
everything's not okay. at least in my universe. it's so easy for you to tell me to stop crying and compose myself because you have no idea how dreary it is to come home and be reminded that you just lost someone.
on the other hand, it feels good to be surrounded by the things and people that can make you forget. i'm usually the one who goes around to ask people at random if they're happy. i don't feel a drop of happiness in my veins. at a time like this, i'd go for comfort - my old happy birthday pillow, a cup of swiss miss and yes, a hug.
why are we all supposed to grow up so fast? everybody tells me that i should start facing the all-too-real harsh realities of life because it's not forever that i'll have chaperones and other people to do things for me. i know. but i just simply thrive on comfort, and now all those things that bring me comfort are -well, nowhere to be found.
this is not what i wanted, not at all. i have lost the eagerness to taste whatever sweet victory lies at the end. i just long for the comfort of my old life.
thank you.
C h i n i k a n i M i m o s e n u n g b a n d a n g 1:20 PM
Thursday, January 04, 2007
raaaaaaaghhhhhhhhh
this is coming atcha live from carlo's condo, via anjo's laptop. and yeah, this is the weirdest set up ever, cos it's just carlo and moi... (just to show you that we are okay friends forever na ulit talaga) hahahaha.. i am currently panicking about my dream costume sketch and org what-nots while he's watching Pangako Sa 'Yo... (that's riiighhht!)Nakakaloka!
This is crazy. Out of depression and a really bad stomach (possibly an E.coli attack??!!) I decided to go with Carlo and chill in his condo. (Thanks Master for the ride!) Nakakaasar lang cos I was expecting to see the Ateneo kids, but apparently they all went to Recto to buy the Princess Hours DVD!!!!
Ay nakuuuuu! I'm so fucking stressed out with the org application, but I have no intentions of quitting, cos all my friends are gonna kill me or force me to wear an all-orange outfit to school at the very least.
Hay naku! I miss family! I miss Bender, my dog! I miss having chaperones... Oo, cos now I realize that I hate not being at home by 8PM. And yes, I am feeling unloved. Ay naku! I'm so sad talaga. Thank God for friends who have unlimited wi-fi access and cool condo unit.
Yun lang.
I wanna go back to grade school.
xxmimose
C h i n i k a n i M i m o s e n u n g b a n d a n g 6:00 PM
Monday, January 01, 2007
sour cream pringles for the weary soul
I'm blogging away and looking for wholesome fun on the internet when Vatti came in and gave me this- a super big can of Pringles sour cream and onion. Ay nako, si Vatti talaga is being the sweet dad lately. I think it's because I'm moving back to the apartment again when classes resume. Eh, I remeber when I first moved into the apartment back in June, he cried.Hahaha. I love Vatti! Even though I play favorites on my parents (naks! baligtad!), I really love them... cos they spoil me. Hahaha. Well, they don't have a choice anyways.
Those who love me know that anything sour cream and onion-flavored makes me happy and green tea ice cream pa pala (from FIC).
I already have my must-dos for January 2007:
1. eat okra
2. attend a gig with Karen
3. lose weight <- Hahahahahaha.
I have this feeling that I won't be able to do number 3. Unless, I'll go on a strict all-okra diet.
Yeccchh.
C h i n i k a n i M i m o s e n u n g b a n d a n g 12:17 PM
Happy New Year!
yay! look ma, no hangovers!HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!
super bitin the winter vacation! i can't believe we're going back to school on wednesday (only to feel harassed again with my org app...)!
boo. why am i suddenly emo girl of the moment?! a few days ago i was texting jay (always the emo boy of the moment) and made my usual OA kwento about feeling bummed out with the org app. i was expecting him to comfort me or say something nice at least.
then, jay goes with something like...
"Quit na! You know I don't like groups of people who do things like that."
Ay shit. Just the words of encouragement I needed. I told him I'll make libre if he starts acting like a good friend and give me moral support. Bang, eh! I actually have to bribe him, eh before when he was being his totally normal suicidal emo self I'd talk him back into sanity. (Actually, hindi rin. Hahahaha. There were times that I'd get so pissed off that I'd tell him, "Go kill yourself already.")
Okay. Go,shoot,bang. But all in all, we are ok again. Jay has a new chick. Yes, naman! Gone are the days of suicidal tendencies over past chick! Thank the lord! Hahaha.
So, this is actually my new year post? Um,sige. With matching let's reminisce about friendships galore. I have a pic to go pa!
Ibubuking ko lang- yes, he semi-passed out nung grad ball. Hahahaha. But you got to give it to him, cos he was fashown that night! You can't see the whole outfit, but the top is velvety with matching suede-ish details. Hahahaha.
And because we are friends, he went to my sweet(potato)16th last year. Yeccchh. Here in the pic also is Ace- the horniest Chem geek ever.
Take note of Ace's fit na fit na top and Jay's Jimi Hendrix shirt! Bang na bang! And please, I already know that I am wearing the wrong kind of bra in that pic! Hahahahhaa.
