Wednesday, December 28, 2005
A Prayer
Last night, I prayed...
for the first time.
I actually feel, that last night was the only time that I have been really honest to myself and to the Supreme Being out there.
It felt overwhelming and at the same time liberating. I have been freed. I have been set free from that chain of guilt, hatred and envy, and I could not be more thankful for being given that chance to pray.
I asked that my heart be taught to love sincerely. I asked that my aching soul be taught how to forgive.
I realized that I am getting older, and before I run out of time I do want to know what is in store for me. As the year comes to an end, I wanted my self-inflicted scars to heal.
I wish to be a new person, someone who knows what to do and where to go. As of the moment, I am still not sure, but I am thankful that I was given the chance to pray.
God, thank You for making me realize that I am someone-
I am worth something in this world.
Thank You for blessing me with a nurturing family.
Thank You for my friends who keep me sane and grounded.
Thank you for the experiences - both sweet and bitter
that have eventually molded me.
I pray that YOU continue to guide me and my loved ones
into YOUR path.
AMEN.
C h i n i k a n i M i m o s e n u n g b a n d a n g 5:43 PM
I, the Ancient One
Just call me the ancient one...
I could not believe that I have survived months (okay, a month) without internet. It's both refreshing and frustrating at the same time to be away from all the buzz.
So, I decided to go online again to go look for *stuff* and I discovered this....
EDGAR HAS A FRIENDSTER ACCT.!!!!
How freaky is that!
Even Edgar "Mr. GC" De las Alas goes online, while I abandoned my dreams of establishing a blog empire.
Scary.
Oh, by the way.. Happy Holidays to you, loveys!
The DLSUCET results have been released and well,
i passed for AMG... fun!
what about UPCAT????
C h i n i k a n i M i m o s e n u n g b a n d a n g 5:10 PM
Sunday, December 11, 2005
Inaamag Na...
Yuck..
I know... Inaamag na ang blog ko...
to think that i was so addicted to blogging before!
Whatever happened to my zeal to write about my life?hmmm.. maybe, the foremost question should be, "Whatever happened to my life?!"I've been living under a rock for the past two centuries, straying to baguio then back to manila...It has been a merry-go-round of endless flirtations, hair curling sessions, busy-busyhan drama and a giant helping of co-curricular activities...In short, I am but a kilikili hair away from being an out-of-school youth...I really want to, but I'm not sure how.. I want to win my fans back, but the stress of my crazy life as the headmistress is just too much!someday.... I shall emancipate!
C h i n i k a n i M i m o s e n u n g b a n d a n g 7:21 PM
