Wednesday, December 28, 2005
A Prayer
Last night, I prayed...
for the first time.
I actually feel, that last night was the only time that I have been really honest to myself and to the Supreme Being out there.
It felt overwhelming and at the same time liberating. I have been freed. I have been set free from that chain of guilt, hatred and envy, and I could not be more thankful for being given that chance to pray.
I asked that my heart be taught to love sincerely. I asked that my aching soul be taught how to forgive.
I realized that I am getting older, and before I run out of time I do want to know what is in store for me. As the year comes to an end, I wanted my self-inflicted scars to heal.
I wish to be a new person, someone who knows what to do and where to go. As of the moment, I am still not sure, but I am thankful that I was given the chance to pray.
God, thank You for making me realize that I am someone-
I am worth something in this world.
Thank You for blessing me with a nurturing family.
Thank You for my friends who keep me sane and grounded.
Thank you for the experiences - both sweet and bitter
that have eventually molded me.
I pray that YOU continue to guide me and my loved ones
into YOUR path.
AMEN.
C h i n i k a n i M i m o s e n u n g b a n d a n g 5:43 PM
