Wednesday, March 29, 2006

errrggs!

shet na yan.
mali.

well, someday makikita nyo rin ang aking very own, customized superhero.

C h i n i k a n i M i m o s e n u n g b a n d a n g 6:34 PM

Super hero

2.0u*f1*Mimose*Hair:Standard,flatlong2,F79E72,F79652,100,100,23,Eyebrows:Standard,elves,940018,FFFFFF,100,100,21,Eyes:Standard,newplain,420352,62077C,100,100,20,Nose:Standard,slash,F8B684,FFFFFF,100,100,27,Mouth:Standard,stern,E7017F,E7017F,100,100,18,Beard:,fraBlank,FFFFFF,FFFFFF,100,100,26,Ears:Standard,elf1,FFFFFF,FFFFFF,100,100,19,Skin:Standard,fraBlank,F8B684,FFD08C,100,100,6,Mask:,fraBlank,FFFFFF,FFFFFF,100,100,22,Headgear:Standard,fraBlank,FFFFFF,FFFFFF,100,100,29,Undershirt:Standard,fraBlank,FFFFFF,FFFFFF,100,100,7,Overshirt:Standard,sidepanels,94007A,E7017F,100,100,8,Coat:Standard,cape,E7017F,94007A,100,100,25,RightGlove:Standard,wrought,CEA66B,a2a073,100,100,17,LeftGlove:Standard,wrought,CEA66B,a2a073,100,100,16,Insignia:Standard,fraBlank,FFFFFF,FFFFFF,100,100,9,Neckwear:Standard,teeth,CEA66B,AC814A,100,100,24,Belt:Standard,sash1,94007A,E7017F,100,100,15,Leggings:Standard,bikini,E7017F,94007A,100,100,10,Overleggings:Standard,fraBlank,E7017F,F79D9C,100,100,11,Pants:Standard,longcloth,E7017F,94007A,100,100,14,RightFoot:Standard,wrought,AC814A,F8B684,100,100,13,LeftFoot:Standard,wrought,AC814A,F8B684,100,100,12,Back:Standard,shortcape,94007A,E7017F,100,100,3,Wings:Standard,fraBlank,FFFFFF,FFFFFF,100,100,4,Tail:Standard,fraBlank,FFFFFF,FFFFFF,100,100,5,Aura:Standard,spacedots,F0689A,62077C,100,100,2,Companion:Standard,fraBlank,FFFFFF,FFFFFF,100,100,31,Background:Standard,fraBlank,FFFFFF,FFFFFF,100,100,1,RightHand:Standard,scimitar,E7017F,94007A,100,100,30,LeftHand:Standard,fraBlank,FFFFFF,FFFFFF,100,100,28,#

Pamatay! Wahehe.. San ka nakakita ng pink na sword? Er, should I say magenta?

C h i n i k a n i M i m o s e n u n g b a n d a n g 6:34 PM

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

He's Off to Maple-A-Gogo Land

He's Off to Maple-A-Gogo Land

Obviously, i have just finished reading "Dancing in my Nuddy Pants". It's quite irritating to read about the pathetic rantings of pathetic brit girls, but what the heck - I finished it actually.

The Greek God has landed - on this particular zone of insanity.
Why?
What?
How?
When?
Where?
Really?

but just, why?

and how shitty can the world get?! I found out all about the news of maple-a-gogo from Onil. When Onil told me, Maple Boy was all like, "Bakit mo sinabi?!"

Bakit niya sinabi?

Are you stoned?

All this time, everyone knew.
Oh maybe not everyone - but all your friends knew.

All your friends knew.

All your friends.

I never realized that you were such a good actor until now. During the mass, you even said that you still hold the options. This might have been the only time I counted on you to make a stand, to make a decision for yourself - and you blew it up.

But maybe this is what you really wanted in the first place.

And now, you're saying you're not sure if you can come to my party.
That is just so bloody fun. To make things sadder in my crappy life, Jani spilled that he was with his friends last Saturday. They saw a movie and went biking and all the fun things you could ever do before heading to Maple-a-gogo land.

And now, you're saying you're not sure? You can say you're really not coming. Gad.

Maybe I'm just so effing clingy.

Bastusan kasi eh.

I should have slapped you twice.

C h i n i k a n i M i m o s e n u n g b a n d a n g 9:43 PM

Bitter Birthday Girl and the Utmost Craposity of Life

Bitter Birthday Girl and the Utmost Craposity of Life

Of course, I'm bitter!
Did you really believe me when I said, "No, it's okay."

It's so not okay. I feel betrayed - by my "father" and "mother". After all these years of slaving - book reports, essays and extemporaneous speeches, you get a phony glass box.

Consolation prize?

Unjust compensation.

punyemas in pajamas.

Who wouldn't cry foul naman? All Juanito Pelaez needed was an effing diploma. Sure, he is great, but they could have just given him a platinum medal. I'm not bitching out solely because I felt like I was deprived of something. Yes, dears - do not assume anything. Yes, dears - never count your chickens until they are hatched. but how the hell can you do that when Daddy Dearest has been showering empty praises all this time?

I'm bitching out because so many people from our batch - BATCH 2006 have been deprived of many opportunities. It sucks harder that Madame Brooch (Inang Rosie) feeds on "stateside langis" (as Jomar put it..) Alps could have been the Orator of the Year.

Oh well, there's always the People's choice Awards. On the bright side, it feels good to be recognized not by a few hypocrites but by my batchmates.

Thank you, loving people.

To add to the craposity of life, my birthday fell on a Sunday and yes, dearest mare decided to hold her own affair on the date of my birthday. thankyouverymuch.

And, oh - I turned 16, not 17.

Then again, Juanito and I are friends (or so I think). I acknowledge his many talents, but I am very disappointed with Madame Brooch and her clones for not giving the same opportunities to my batchmates.

Trying to be safe?
No, just trying to be polite.

C h i n i k a n i M i m o s e n u n g b a n d a n g 9:43 PM

The Adventures of Captain Caffeine and Pasadoro

The Adventures of Captain Caffeine and Pasadoro

a long overdure post...

Anyway, after having a decent sleep, i was able to regain most of the brain cells i lost during the tragic 24 hour endurance test i just had.

it was almost a waste of time and money. still, it was fun. i was glad i came because i got to meet a very interesting bunch of people.

after getting tired of pretending to be interested in the games and all the egg-grilling craposity of the world- Sydnel invited me to join the ultimate caffeine frenzy.

at first it was kind of awkward-
hello, kemuel and rachel.
hello, pj and miriam.
now, hello syd and jobi.

great.

hello thales?
zut alors. it's enough torture that i'm the lone mammoth and worse, the lone ptosh in the bunch. then i realized, oops- maybe i went to the wrong affair - lovapalooza.

nah. but it was merely "clean" fun. we talked of inventing our own superheroes over cups of instant coffee and instant noodles (with weird flavors such as bulalloid!)

after hours of insanity...my system finally broke down and resulted to the following memorable lines like...

"i'm dying in the sand!"
"what's my name? magical voices- where are you??"

now, don't ask me why I said those silly things.

someday, maybe we'll get rich from all the silly stuff we planned.

i'm glad i went. i learned something not exactly scientific, but something essential. there would always be a need for us to break away from our comfort zones. if we always thrive on security, we would grow weak. worse, we may not grow at all. we need to learn to embrace our differences, after all in many ways we are the same.

and just look at the Chinese- later on, they realized Sinocentrism was not a very good idea.

C h i n i k a n i M i m o s e n u n g b a n d a n g 9:43 PM

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

Only With Your Voice

Only With Your Voice

Dear Friends,

Please join me and international stars such as Shakira, Alyssa Milano, Richard Gere, and Lenny Kravitz (just to name a few) in this significant campaign to eradicate global poverty by the year 2015.

It may seem impossible, but we can do it. There are 6 billion people in this world - a small fraction of it comprised by state leaders. Let us do whatever we have to do to stir them and move them to do the right decisions. 6 billion people in this crusade and it all starts only with your voice.

XOXO
jobi



If you wish to learn more about the UN's Millennium Devt. Goals, do visit www.millenniumcampaign.org


[and i am currently going crazy trying to beat the deadline for an essay on this! wish me luck loveys!]

C h i n i k a n i M i m o s e n u n g b a n d a n g 7:05 PM

Friday, March 03, 2006

You can't rain on my parade now.

You can't rain on my parade now.

Loveys!

Shet.
Shet na malagkit.

Since pre-school I have dreamed of this, and finally....

YEAAAAAAHHHH!!! I'M TURNING MAROON!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's such a great feeling to get the one thing you've always wanted, knowing that you really worked hard for it.

So what kung hindi double quota or gazillion quota ang course ko? I may still have a lot of things to prove to you, but I have proven something to myself already.

Sarap ng feeling to hear someone say, "Welcome to UP."

God loves me so much. Yes. That's why you can't rain on my parade now, darling.

C h i n i k a n i M i m o s e n u n g b a n d a n g 3:28 PM