Tuesday, September 19, 2006
it's getting toxic!
i am so stressed out right now. but would you believe that i suddenly took interest in Marilyn Manson's life? it just puzzles me that so many people take him seriously. i mean... well... hello...
see, my brain is not functioning very well right now. i am once again loaded with papers in Kas1 and CW10 (where i plan on writing about Ze Isaw).
craaaazy!
this is so not me (maybe), and so not the feminist that my Kas1 prof is hoping to develop within me, but i guess i need a man right now. pathetic right? i'm sorry Pussycat Dolls, but i am in need of a man right now. Right now.
Well, maybe not a man.
Gasp! How about a woman?
Anyone will do. I'll be happy with a bundle of string beans if that's the best you can come up with. I just need someone or something to keep me sane.
You know who you are. Come out of the bushes this very instant!
on the other hand... i have a bunch of "men" who make me happy...
1. Brother - is always my mahadero buddy. he's always there to say something snotty everytime i'm down.
2. Tova- is my fellow logic enthusiast. i can't believe that we get along so well. I guess time changes everything. Now, we're Mariah-song buddies too!
3. Edgar- yeeee... is just the person to talk to about whatever's happening on TV (since we are poor and don't have one at the apartment).. every time i want to have a headache, we talk about all things philosophical and socio-political.
Naks, may depth daw ang bata!4. Buraii- is the most generous guy ever. he randomly treats us to chockiss... zayaaa! plus, he's always willing to get molested... fun! fun! fun! now, that's the ultimate stress reliever...
5. well, you decide... if you think you're deserving to be a part of the list, then go! haha.. (this just means i'm so bored with my life)
i'm just a bit depressed because today, i noticed that i'm not very good (or good at all) at the things i love - like writing, volleyball, and music. that sucks, noh. i guess now's the time to request Desiderata on the radio again..
there's this particular line that says, "you are a child of the universe.. no less than the trees and the stars.."
panalo no! so when Lavinia says "You'll never make it.", you have something to answer.
stay sexy darlings,
and please tel me about your fabulous lives!
xxQueen
C h i n i k a n i M i m o s e n u n g b a n d a n g 6:20 PM
