Wednesday, May 09, 2007
guess who's sort of back???!!!
yaaaaayyyy!!!!
first of all, lemme thank everyone (friends and strangers alike) who tried to keep me sane on my hell days. thank you mutti (for the detox whatnot and buying me shoes to make me feel better). thank you karen for trying to tell me i'm not such a fattie. hahaha.
and thanks leslie for the encouragement. grabe.
is it true that there are people out there who look up to me? grabe, kids! you are ruining your chances to a bright future. hahaha.
i'm still stuck in a rut. i went shopping last week to chase away the weight loss blues, and i realized it's not the smartest idea. see, i just got reminded of my "battle with the bulge" (grabe. that's how cheesy as it can sound!) when i was looking around for jeans. to begin with, i've always had the fatal big hips and big butt combo. in short, i have the body that only a brother can love. well, i'm not sure, but yall know they like their women thick in da hood.
okay, what was that??!!! hahahahaha.
let me go on with the deal about the combo. there i was looking around for jeans and i was asking the clerk if they had this particular style in my size. the clerk goes all sad and told me they only had mid-waist jeans in my size.
what the sammilbee am i supposed to do with mid-waist jeans???! for those who don't know, they are the kind of jeans which are a few stitches away from being mom jeans. i almost hit the clerk with my hand bag, but since i am a nice person i just looked for other jeans.
most of the styles on display were size 2. who the hell, well aside from fido dido, can wear size 2 jeans. sure, a lot of hollywood stars wear size 2 or 0 - just ask the Olsen twins. but hey, real women have freaking curves.
haaay, well i've lost 5 pounds which is great. reaaally great. i'm not dying to be thin cos i know i can't do that and my allowance can't buy me drugs (yet). hahahaha. so i'm sticking to my silly pilates routine with the stretchy bands. the workout's fun cos i get to pretend like i'm a ninja turtle.
the downside is that i still look fat. like, helllooooo??!! i am fat. hahaha. the people who were at karen's party can attest to that. but i'm feeling pretty good right now and being less mopey. hurray!
wait till i fit in those jeans, you you you clerk with the awful too-thick foundation!!!
xxmimose
Labels: body issues, jeans, weight problems, working out
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